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Amanda B. Hinton's avatar

There were far too many points in my experience with infertility and miscarriage where I heard myself wondering, "What the actual fuck? How does NO ONE KNOW what is happening in my body?" There's a lot I could say, but to your point about education, the single best piece of advice I can give any pregnant person is to know what an MFM is and how and why to demand to see one.

An MFM is short for maternal fetal medicine specialist. This is a doctor who goes to three more years of medical school than a regular OB/GYN and specializes in diagnosing and treating high-risk pregnancies. And in the MFM's clinics, they have specialized technicians who also go to (I believe it was) two extra years of school beyond the regular OB/GYN ultrasound techs. They're trained to identify abnormalities far beyond the scope of the basic folks.

If you're a pregnant person and you even suspect that your OB is glossing over you, not listening to you or you're feeling especially concerned that something is "wrong" with your pregnancy, tell your OB that you want a referral to their MFM. This is something none of my friends knew about, but apparently ALL regular OB clinics have a working relationship with an MFM because the MFM also co-manages things like gestational diabetes in otherwise safe and healthy pregnancies. But they're also there in the event that things become dangerous / high risk.

I started bleeding at 9 weeks and went into my regular OB for 12 different scheduled/emergency scans and it wasn't until the MFM looked at my scans did I have a diagnosis (chronic placental abruption). She looked and pointed at the scans from the regular OB's office and said, "The abruption is here; it grew to here; and I bet in about three days you'll pass this clot which should be about this size." (She was 100% correct.) We ended up losing the baby at 21.5 weeks because I lost all my amniotic fluid. And it's taken years to piece together the sequence of events, the gaslighting and the unquestionable clarity that the MFM brought to my situation. (Three years and one more second-trimester loss later, that same MFM managed the pregnancy that gave us our girl, Evagene.)

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Rondi Fry's avatar

My experience with miscarriage was with Ohio State University infertility clinic in 1975. I too had an empty sac, and the doctor’s explanation was that it was a false pregnancy, that I had wished to be pregnant so much that my body was trying to accommodate. The assumption of female hysteria. When in doubt, blame the woman.

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